Saturday, May 17, 2008


What the Hell La

you must read this article before you read on what i say
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20080517/wl_afp/myanmarcyclonetoll;_ylt=ArLw.p8eZNzByUX04wht260Bxg8F


what the hell..double the official figures!!! What happened la..how can the government actually allow so many people to die. Somehow i just knew why,

Everybody in the world who actually is updated with world news knows how dumb and an asshole the military government in Myammar is...but they themselves dont

Please dont let this turn into a war again, we all know well its not the military that gets really hurt.

Posted by HenryTheGreat at 10:04:00 AM

Thursday, May 15, 2008


Feeling Low

My class people keep asking me what was wrong with me these few days..
" Why you look so emo?" "Stressed out for work?"

Lol..just to say, my mind is filled with less than 5% about work, despite all the projects due soon.

Been feeling weird this few days, i didnt knew why at first but i seem to gain nirvana (lol) during the bus ride back home today.
Not to bluff any of you, but i feel really sad for the people in Myammar homeless because of the cyclone and the lousy military government, more than 20,000 dead. Been feeling really sad because of the earthquake in Sichuan, 15,000 dead and i just saw the news that estimated figures for death toll is 50,000.

Didnt want to say it out in class because i was wondering to myself, will they really listen?
Furthermore, there was a catalyst that made me felt really emo which my class people cannot understand. I was reading some of our 4P2 de blogs, and i saw how everyone went on with their lives, the ups and the downs, how some cannot adapt to their new life, how some are excelling at what they want to do best.

It made feel weird. It made me felt empty. When i was younger, when such kind of disasters (referring back to top), i took it with a pinch of salt. However now, it was like those people were my relatives, and they were suffering while i was sitting here doing nothing to help. It made me saw how weak life can be, how vulnerable we are. How lives are lost and those who survived regret not spending a better time with their dead loved ones.

It made me felt how stupid we are. Here we are complaining about how hot the weather is, or complaining about little little trivial stuff, while people in those regions are suffering, and some of them are not complaining at all. I felt an urge to do something about it but i have not yet realise what to do and what i can do.

Then, on a personal level, i saw flashbacks of the good and bad times our class spent together. How we survived each day with CheeHong's scoldings, how happy we are when we went for outings, how sad we were for one another when one was feeling down. I regret, Deeply regret not doing much better. We are afterall Chinese, we tend to hide our true emotions behind our backs, that was why we always regret what we do, to certain extents, but those are just excuses.

It made me want to treasure everything i have more, but at the same time, fearing that if i adored too deep, im scared i cant take it when i have to let go of it. Especially my family, particularly my grandmother, i really love them, and i do not want anything to happen to them. What if one day i was to lose them, can i take it? i do not know and only time can tell.

It was all these that made me feel low, and maybe because i was missing the life i used to have, or maybe im just unable to find potential soulmates in school. This might sound anti-social but, sometimes, i just feel like sitting all alone at the back of the lecture hall, all to myself.

Maybe i just need some days to think it over, or maybe i just need a slap.

Posted by HenryTheGreat at 9:05:00 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


Went for guitar yesterday and yup it was quite ok..except that most of my group de people (which i think any of you would have guess includes justin, yuhong, siying, faith, shawn and 2 other NP de people) were slacking away *points towards the big-mouthed female* and justin was playing piano. Me and shawn were like the ones really into it. See la, NPCC discipline..haha lol -_-

Today was like the notification that hell is coming. LOL. Common Tests time-tables are coming out as lecturer said this morning, Wk 6 coming, which is like submission for ITB and LMS ( Life-Management Skills) projects (remember the 30 pages?) and the realisation that Macroeconomics is not as easy as we all thought!! Actually i felt quite ok with it, its all maths and social studies? put together. Come on la people, i was taught by the mighty-duber-dunno-wad-to-sae CheeHong la... Maths is like, err... FUN =)

Posted by HenryTheGreat at 10:57:00 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008


Miss The Good Old Times

Went back to BP with justin yesterday to get my o level cert and if lucky, our testimonial also. Didnt know why, but we suddenly started talking about the good old times our class spent together. Haix people really only know how to treasure when they lost it huh ...

Justin was saying he couldnt click so well with his tutorial de people and i was saying even though its kinda fun when i am with my tutorial class, but its like i still feel very empty. (Sorry tr21 de people..you guys are great but its just i dunno why..lol) Maybe i miss 4P2 too much le ba.

Justin said that he has never talk so freely and fun-ly for very long le. Me too, =) , when i was talking to him it feels so much at ease than i am talking to my tutorial class. Mayb its the 4P2 method of talking hehe..Really i feel we have quite a different way of bonding and communicating as other people do...Maybe its the straight-forwardnesss... or the humor..or the joking sarcasm..i dunno..lets just call its 4P2's method of talking ba.

Justin said his class de people...if he ever try to di xiao them, they will say " wahlao i feel lyk wacking u" ...Lol...

Thats why i think we really need a outing...Lets have one please?! ...lol..hongwei pleading lei...once in blue moon...haha

Justin sry u made another futile trip...haha..i dai sai you la

Posted by HenryTheGreat at 6:57:00 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008


School work sucks. I really got nothing else to say le. Its not like secondary school, sometimes u get no work and sometimes you do, poly every lecture every tutorial also need to do work. OMG!! My life has no more chance of saying " Yeah there is no *subject* work for this week" ...
-_- no way here. Projects here are everywhere, every lecture and every tutorial you will hear about the words "group discussion" and "projects" ..lol ..But ok la i am (i can say) quite adapted to life here le, except maybe for the part where i live quite far and everyday i go home also very tired.

I just started on my ITB ( IT in Business) project with my group this week and lol..we got stuck like 3 hours on dunno how to start. After realising how to start, ( how i should not tel because this is 商业秘密) we needed to do a proposal on our project and we realised that we had to do a proposal at least above 30 pages -_- ..suddenly i thought of peiyang last time when he kept on complaining about how he went about with his 30+ pg proposal..lol now then i 感同身受..hopes life just get better ba ( lol immediately my brain said fat hope)

Posted by HenryTheGreat at 8:23:00 PM